Nick tried joyriding once. He stole a car when he was 17. He didn't drive it into a shop. He just sort of rolled down the street, didn't get very far. He was a stunted joyrider. I think he fell asleep, drunk, at the wheel.
Richey -91 From the age of ten I was very much isolated as an individual, entirely self- sufficient. I live from day to day. Sean -96 In the past we would follow Nick on how the band looked. Like, the army stuff, that was just what Nick was wearing. The only time I felt uncomfortable was at the start, when there was all the androgyny. I just didn't have the bone structure, did I? James -97 We like to threaten people sexually. Especially males. Nicky -93 |
You need your stars, even killers have prestige Access to a living you will not see 24 boredom, I'm convicted instantly Gorgeous poverty of created needs Get some pain and I feel alive - born to end Close my eyes overdose on hell - born to end Get run over by no direction - born to end Breathing dead and I'm born to end - born to end Each day living out a lie We are not your sinners Between the billboard masturbation across highways of metallic isolation there lies the deafening screaming of the millions wiping out the diseased pages of apathy that bleed our innocence Your pretty face offends Because it's something real that I can't touch Useless generations Dumb flag scum Ultimate nihilistic love Don't wanna see your face Don't wanna hear your words Why don't you just FUCK OFF!! You're gonna pay for my intelligence There's nothing I wanna see There's nowhere I wanna go All I want to do is live No matter how miserable it is I feel like I'm missing pieces of sleep A memory fades to a, a pale landscape You were an extinction, a desert heat Outside open mouthed crowds Pass each other as if they're drugged Down pale corridors of routine Where life falls unatoned Nothing really makes me happy Self-disgust is self-obsession So damn easy to cave in, man kills everything Someone somewhere soon will take care of you I repent, I'm sorry, everything is falling apart Houses as ruins and gardens as weeds Why do anything when you can forget everything I have crawled so far sideways I recognise dim traces of creation I wanna die, die in the summertime, Beauty is such a terrible thing I'm sick of being sick I'm tired of being tired I'm bored of being bored I'm happy being sad Just time to leave it all behind Memory has become pain WHAT WOULD I GIVE JUST FOR ONE OF YOUR SMILES FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF |